I think im an addict of inhalents?

should i go or not i obviously have a problem with inhalents i mean everytime my mom gets canned whipped cream i huff the air from it as soon as i get a hold of it and i love love love air duster even though i almost dies from it but it didnt seem to stop me im just scared im gunna go die one of these days so should i go and how would i tell my mom ive gotten in to trouble with the law and my probabtion says i cant do drugs so admitting and asking about rehab could possible get me into more trouble than i need what should i do